Monday, February 28, 2011

If You're Going Through Hell... keep on going

Don't look back, if you're scared don't show it...

That is how I have been feeling lately. Has nothing to do with P90x, nothing to do with my Lupus but something that has me distracted and unproductive. I would just like to curl up in my bed and pretend nothing is happening, but I know that there are people who would pay the price and those people, my family, is why I get up every morning and keep on moving forward despite the pain, despite the fatigue and I'll be damned if I am going to stop now.

On the X front - I have not pushed play since Thursday. I have thought about it and wanted to but just couldn't. I know that it would probably be the best thing for me but I just wanted to hang out with my kids... so that is what I have done. I will redo week three to get it right and in the meantime I will be trying to get cardio in when I can and I will be pushing play again soon enough.

Hope you all had a better weekend...

Make it a great day!

7 comments:

Betty Ray said...

Feel better! I know I have been there oh so many times. It will get better and you just do what you have to do to get through for the family. P90X will always be there when you are ready to get back at it.

Bella @ If This is Motherhood said...

I hope you are in better spirits next week.

I tried the P90X. It almost killed me lol. I am not ashamed to admit that it just isn't for me lol. Good Luck though!!

Laura said...

Take care of yourself and your needs first! The rest can come later. Hope you feel better soon! :)

Love Aunt Judy said...

You are an incredable women Marg, put your self in that happy place , think of sunshine and sandy beaches , it won't be long now before its really here , Love you hon

Deidre said...

Good luck!

Scrappytbear said...

missing you; is everything ok?

Betty Ray said...

Checking in to see if everything is ok. This has been a very dark season for so many people. Don't let it get the best of you! Hope to see more posts soon. :)